I loved someone,
but married to a different man,
gifted heart to lover
and body to husband,
sleep with lover in fantasy
and sex with husband in reality.
Husband loves this heartless girl heartily,
rapes me every night
giving pain of death unknowingly.
Lover has given me curse to destroy his life,
Put allegations, sob all nights,
still I tried to forget him,
trying hard to start a new life.
Yes, I am a selfish.
I am a girl who scarfing love for family’s honour,
married to an unknown man by ditching her lover,
sacrificing love to get a secure life,
after all, becoming rich is the most important thing.
Yes, I am a selfish who knowingly destroy three lives.