Love of my life

The days seem longer, night is lonely,

I am in bed, trying to sleep,

But can’t stop thinking about you,

Now a days after you come   

 smile is staying always in my lips,

Nights pass in your thoughts,

Even in dream I am thinking about you,

and I believe with you

my life will be a dream come true…

Blackeyes poetry and short story contests

Our two future events, selected poems and stories will get chance to publish with us in our our magazines “The Exceptional and Sixth Universe.”
We are happy to announce that this time we are going to publish in both e-book & Paperback..

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First Love of a Girl

He stands always outside the college,

only got a glimpse on mine,

without exchange a word followed behind me,

My friends told that he loved me,

But why he couldn’t even try to talk with me?

Six months passed still I didn’t even know his name,

But inside my heart

his innocence created some space,

without my knowledge!

He always wore a red colour shirt,

formal and properly ironed,

combed his hair with oil and gel

like he had interview which he must be attend.

One rainy day,

I was going to college,

in way I found him stood under a tree and waited.

To give him a chance,

 I stopped myself.

I was nervous,

still went and stood his beside under the tree

hoping and praying to God to give him courage.

 His hands were quivered,

In cold or because of nervousness

I don’t know,

still he managed to say ‘hi’.

I couldn’t believe my ear

but I said ‘hi’ in return.

“I am Samar’ he said

after just formal introduction

he asked me my phone number.

I thought a while

but gave my phone number in a paper.

I waited for three days,

he didn’t phone me back,

not even come to college.

I was felt humiliated,

Was it just a game for him

to get my attention?

was he ever love me?

Or something bad happening with him.

I sobbed, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat

Might be I made a mistake

I mustn’t be fall in love with that random guy.

Next day, suddenly,

Samir entered inside the class

Looked at me with a big smile

Wearing a white dress,

looking handsome like always,

Smile brought in my face,

But I heard my best friend’s yelling

Samir disappeared like a smoke

I understood in was just my imagination.

‘Class is suspended,’ my friend told. ‘Let’s go home.’

‘Why?’

‘Because . . . Samir,

the boy who had a huge crush over you

died in a road accident.’

I was shocked

tear fell down from my eyes,

I wanted to see him for the last time,

So, I asked Samir’s address,

rode in bicycle, used my whole strength

but till I reached his body was brunt

  I couldn’t even see him for last time,

With him I panned my whole future…

I was broken down for some months,

It was taken much more time to recovered.

yes…

it was my first love

my Samar …

and he has taken a special place in my heart

ever and ever…

Scare from love

I am scare,
Scare to fall in love again,
Scare to get those pain again,
My heart has broken already,
I couldn’t tolerate one more heart broken.


How can I believe you
you might broke heart of mine,
I forget smile from many years
Still scare to smile again.


Those pain is fresh till
couldn’t heal although many years passed,
I am scare to get pain once again,
I scare to start a new life again…

A broken heart

My heart was broken many years before

Pain and tear were with me forever,

Till you come …

You are an angle

who is save this broken heart,

I am the one who forget to smile

But with you I learn to live

 you are not the first girl to whom I love

But definitely you are the one

 with whom I want to spend my whole life.

Before I die

Before I die…

I want to fly and kiss the sky,

I want to see the world,

and spend few weeks in every country,

I want to eat every dish,

and learn how to cook at list…

Before I die…

I want to propose my crush,

want to go to a date with my girlfriend,

and marry to my wife again,

I again want to be child,

play hide & sick

swim in stream,

Friend with those who are now my enemy,

Before I die…

I want to finish my all novels,

dance at list once in a stage,

and sing a song without caring about audience…

Before I die…

I want to learn Guitar and photography,

act with a gorgeous actress and do kissing scenes.

I want to die after seeing my grandkids,

Lastly before I die

I except to see  tear of love in everyone eyes…