You are beautiful and soft,
I Just want to protect you from pain and suffer
Don’t want to hurt you at all.
I am a man with mission,
Who wants to achieve success
by planning and calculations.
you entered in my life like a storm,
to keep you happy become my priorities
I just try to protect you from any thorn . . .
I might hurt your feeling
But that was never my intentions
I couldn’t express my feeling properly
But believe me I love you a lot . . .
The days seem longer, night is lonely,
I am in bed, trying to sleep,
But can’t stop thinking about you,
Now a days after you come
smile is staying always in my lips,
Nights pass in your thoughts,
Even in dream I am thinking about you,
and I believe with you
my life will be a dream come true…
Our two future events, selected poems and stories will get chance to publish with us in our our magazines “The Exceptional and Sixth Universe.”
We are happy to announce that this time we are going to publish in both e-book & Paperback..
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He stands always outside the college,
only got a glimpse on mine,
without exchange a word followed behind me,
My friends told that he loved me,
But why he couldn’t even try to talk with me?
Six months passed still I didn’t even know his name,
But inside my heart
his innocence created some space,
without my knowledge!
He always wore a red colour shirt,
formal and properly ironed,
combed his hair with oil and gel
like he had interview which he must be attend.
One rainy day,
I was going to college,
in way I found him stood under a tree and waited.
To give him a chance,
I stopped myself.
I was nervous,
still went and stood his beside under the tree
hoping and praying to God to give him courage.
His hands were quivered,
In cold or because of nervousness
I don’t know,
still he managed to say ‘hi’.
I couldn’t believe my ear
but I said ‘hi’ in return.
“I am Samar’ he said
after just formal introduction
he asked me my phone number.
I thought a while
but gave my phone number in a paper.
I waited for three days,
he didn’t phone me back,
not even come to college.
I was felt humiliated,
Was it just a game for him
to get my attention?
was he ever love me?
Or something bad happening with him.
I sobbed, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat
Might be I made a mistake
I mustn’t be fall in love with that random guy.
Next day, suddenly,
Samir entered inside the class
Looked at me with a big smile
Wearing a white dress,
looking handsome like always,
Smile brought in my face,
But I heard my best friend’s yelling
Samir disappeared like a smoke
I understood in was just my imagination.
‘Class is suspended,’ my friend told. ‘Let’s go home.’
‘Why?’
‘Because . . . Samir,
the boy who had a huge crush over you
died in a road accident.’
I was shocked
tear fell down from my eyes,
I wanted to see him for the last time,
So, I asked Samir’s address,
rode in bicycle, used my whole strength
but till I reached his body was brunt
I couldn’t even see him for last time,
With him I panned my whole future…
I was broken down for some months,
It was taken much more time to recovered.
yes…
it was my first love
my Samar …
and he has taken a special place in my heart
ever and ever…
I am scare,
Scare to fall in love again,
Scare to get those pain again,
My heart has broken already,
I couldn’t tolerate one more heart broken.
How can I believe you
you might broke heart of mine,
I forget smile from many years
Still scare to smile again.
Those pain is fresh till
couldn’t heal although many years passed,
I am scare to get pain once again,
I scare to start a new life again…
You can’t forget me
Because you love me
You might marry someone
Sleep with someone
having child of your husband
But you always love me
It’s not my confident
It’s your eyes
which still have picture of mine…
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Soldier’s though
Why you love to this monster,
I am not a human at all,
for all I am an animal,
killing and hunting is my job,
love and family
have no place in my life,
I am a soldier
For whom his mission is everything,
life with me always put you in danger,
can’t say,
I’ll see the next day sun or not?
Girl’s thought
No one can guaranty,
about future & life,
man is mortal,
and we all know it.
life with you might not perfect,
but see my eyes,
you can find only love,
with you I am happy and alive,
might be with you,
life won’t normal with you,
but who wants a normal life?
No one had seen me with a smile
after we broke up
I was a small-town man
for whom love means
staying together forever.
Whose fault it was
still I can’t answer
I don’t know the reason
why suddenly I became possessive
or why you scarified my love
for happiness of your parents
and became a cheater.
But I know still you love me
and I love you too
although we both know
We can’t now ever together.
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