Healing of love

Pain and suffer

friends with me form last few years

Smile vanished from life

and happiness disappeared

I couldn’t except from loneliness’s hug,

Money didn’t want to stay near me

as loan became my companion,

I was struggling in grab of starving,

mind clouded with negative thoughts

love break up with me

 and I break up with job

secretly kill all of my emotions,

Turned in to a heartless man.

It’s took years to recover to gather my soul,

Me become myself with lots of efforts,

Everything was possible by your magical touch,

You healed my heart and fill it with emotions,

When I fall in love with you,

 I don’t even know …

Pain of heartbroken 💔

Write poems about you
not an easiest thing to do
thinking about past
the pain
heartbreaks
backstab
merciless rejection
Ignorance
sobbing nights
begging
Poisonous words
allegations
and your overacting
Difficult to forget
Impossible to forgive.


Wth you I spent worst days of my life,
happy in dreams and sad in reality.
You are an old wound
Which still not heals.
a soul killer
Killer of many innocent hearts
a pain in ass,
a cancer cell
a bad dream.

Who are in love . . .

Love is painful

Terrible, horrible, scary

For those

Whose get failure in love

Love is waste if time

Injurious and dangerous

Whose don’t get the love.

Love is a slow poison

Whose marry their love

Don’t believe me

Ask them who are in love.

Believe me . . .

You are beautiful and soft,

I Just want to protect you from pain and suffer

 Don’t want to hurt you at all.

I am a man with mission,

Who wants to achieve success

by planning and calculations.

you entered in my life like a storm,

to keep you happy become my priorities

I just try to protect you from any thorn . . .

I might hurt your feeling

But that was never my intentions

I couldn’t express my feeling properly

But believe me I love you a lot . . .

Love of my life

The days seem longer, night is lonely,

I am in bed, trying to sleep,

But can’t stop thinking about you,

Now a days after you come   

 smile is staying always in my lips,

Nights pass in your thoughts,

Even in dream I am thinking about you,

and I believe with you

my life will be a dream come true…

Blackeyes poetry and short story contests

Our two future events, selected poems and stories will get chance to publish with us in our our magazines “The Exceptional and Sixth Universe.”
We are happy to announce that this time we are going to publish in both e-book & Paperback..

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First Love of a Girl

He stands always outside the college,

only got a glimpse on mine,

without exchange a word followed behind me,

My friends told that he loved me,

But why he couldn’t even try to talk with me?

Six months passed still I didn’t even know his name,

But inside my heart

his innocence created some space,

without my knowledge!

He always wore a red colour shirt,

formal and properly ironed,

combed his hair with oil and gel

like he had interview which he must be attend.

One rainy day,

I was going to college,

in way I found him stood under a tree and waited.

To give him a chance,

 I stopped myself.

I was nervous,

still went and stood his beside under the tree

hoping and praying to God to give him courage.

 His hands were quivered,

In cold or because of nervousness

I don’t know,

still he managed to say ‘hi’.

I couldn’t believe my ear

but I said ‘hi’ in return.

“I am Samar’ he said

after just formal introduction

he asked me my phone number.

I thought a while

but gave my phone number in a paper.

I waited for three days,

he didn’t phone me back,

not even come to college.

I was felt humiliated,

Was it just a game for him

to get my attention?

was he ever love me?

Or something bad happening with him.

I sobbed, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat

Might be I made a mistake

I mustn’t be fall in love with that random guy.

Next day, suddenly,

Samir entered inside the class

Looked at me with a big smile

Wearing a white dress,

looking handsome like always,

Smile brought in my face,

But I heard my best friend’s yelling

Samir disappeared like a smoke

I understood in was just my imagination.

‘Class is suspended,’ my friend told. ‘Let’s go home.’

‘Why?’

‘Because . . . Samir,

the boy who had a huge crush over you

died in a road accident.’

I was shocked

tear fell down from my eyes,

I wanted to see him for the last time,

So, I asked Samir’s address,

rode in bicycle, used my whole strength

but till I reached his body was brunt

  I couldn’t even see him for last time,

With him I panned my whole future…

I was broken down for some months,

It was taken much more time to recovered.

yes…

it was my first love

my Samar …

and he has taken a special place in my heart

ever and ever…

Scare from love

I am scare,
Scare to fall in love again,
Scare to get those pain again,
My heart has broken already,
I couldn’t tolerate one more heart broken.


How can I believe you
you might broke heart of mine,
I forget smile from many years
Still scare to smile again.


Those pain is fresh till
couldn’t heal although many years passed,
I am scare to get pain once again,
I scare to start a new life again…